aidiladha @ UPM

aidiladha is just around the corner, i'm very sure that most of u are already at your home sweet home... but, not me.. i'm not going back.. my aidiladha will only be in UPM.. so sad.. it is the second time i'm not going back for aidiladha... mama, abah... i'm so sorry for not be able to be home for this aidiladha.. 
selamat hari raya aidiladha mama, abah... maaf zahir batin... 
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(i'm crying after hear that takbir raya.. so sad...)